Can't Find The Lord

I left my kids with their mom in San Francisco They haven't heard from me in ten years
I left my sweetheart for a bartender I see the devil laughing at me in my beer

I left home when I was just a baby For a life of adventure and sex
Be careful what the hell you wish for You just might get it

Well I feel lost, I feel abused I feel lonely, black and blue
I feel warn out, ain't a kid no more I'm just a burned out, tired old whore

I ease my pain, with lots of medication Another loser, and scared of the truth
I left my baby crying in new york city I nodded out and I missed my youth

And losin' comes so very easy to me If you're losin', some lose elegantly

Well methadone clinics, they're lonely at Christmas The same feeling as when your daddy dies
You can always tell a dog that's been beaten There's a sparkle missing from it's eyes

Well I left home when I was just a baby For a life of adventure and sex
I got scares on my arms and my conscience Dying in your sleep is your best bet

Well I feel lost, I feel abused I feel lonely, black and blue
I feel warn out, ain't a kid no more I'm looking but I can't find the lord

Well I feel lost, I feel abused I feel lonely, black and blue
I feel warn out, ain't a kid no more I'm just a burned out, tired old whore
I'm just a burned out, tired old whore I'm just a burned out, tired old whore

[VERSE] G C | G D | G C | G D
[CHORUS] G Em | C D | G Em | C D G
[BRIDGE] D C G | D C G